caramellyy

Finally, a breather from school and work! So, so, so tired, all I want to do these days is lie on my bed and .. rest. And play Bejeweled for hours. 3 days ahead for me to do just that, whoopee. Then it's back to school and the below:

10th - sociology quiz 3
13th - nutrition research paper submission
16th - online nutrition article discussion
17th - sociology quiz 4
18th - principles of persuasion individual presentation
20th - nutrition group presentation

.. also equivalent to Hell, which happens to be one of my favourite songs of Tegan and Sara's Sainthood! WHICH IS TOTALLY AWESOME. Wish I'd update more because in a few months from now when I want to remember my days, I .. won't be able to. Which would suck because this is possibly the best period of my life, ever. I wish to put 2009 on loop

cheche says (1:18 AM):

sonz's type is unm

black specks (specific type), slippers, spaz, she does not care about LOOKS, HA!

he must also have a strong love for death cab or foals

and striped clothing

correct or not

There is so much noise that I am unable to hear my thoughts. But who needs to think when you have a 12-inch pizza and a tub of ice cream waiting! Weekend plans: watch 4 episodes of gossip girl, read 3 chapters of sociology, write 2 letters, and eat 1 carrot

wishes do come true!!! saturday night, i left the house at 8pm after asking daniela and erny to go sit outside the museum and stalk matt tong with me. i was hoping to catch a 2-second glimpse of him before his dj set. so we were sitting with syirr on the floor outside and suddenly this guy walks over and says "who wants tickets?" and erny says "you mean for free?" and he says "yeah" it was so adjfklk;;jskzf!!! erny described it perfectly :

SO CRAZY!!! sonz and i went immediately to the centre stage where matt tong was spinning omgomgomg it was so surreal he's my favourite blocy and it was such a fangirl moment for me hahaha and sonz was tearing with excitement! he was like, 3 metres away from us!!!!!!

it was so cute how he looked really confused, and he had the weirdest hand movements. like every 3 minutes or so he'd raise his arm, move his hand from left to right for 3 seconds, put it down, and repeat. so dorky, i like. was such a surreal night, can't believe i've seen both kele and matt in the flesh! next up, russell and gordon please! ^^




this is what she had to say about sunday (he he sorry erny but you wrote pretty much what i wanted to write and i'm lazy!) :

sonz and i went to the airport for an overnight oc marathon. no we were so not there hoping to bump into a certain matthew tong chee hung. because assumption anger believes he is in his hotel room playing dota/msn-ing russell lissack/on the phone with yannis philippakis

i love the many stories we invented about matt tong and where he was/what he was doing .. so much fun!!! Assumption Anger and Performing Lesbian - YES I REMEMBER IT NAO!!!!!!! but i have no idea what we were talking about .......

I like how looking at old pictures brings back memories of different times, and how you can still remember almost exactly how you felt at a certain point in time. The more you click, the further back you go, and it's a nice gradual progression of emotions and growth, except backward. The sad part is how everything is so fixed in time. Your feelings, your thoughts, they're caught in that one photo. That one moment. You might experience similar emotions, but not the same. Nothing ever stays the same. Quiet nights are nice, though I always wish it'd rain.

What's good is scrabble in the early mornings, death cab + tegan and sara singalongs,  and taking classes like philosophy and sociology. What's not is school at 9am every day for the next three months with two days of five-hour breaks, and No Doubt tickets which cost $185.

"i need a backpack, a haircut, and a new heart. then i'm set for life." - erny

the other day i was in the train, and i saw this couple with matching wedding bands on their fingers, and i was thinking, if i ever get married, it will be to someone who buys me a mood ring or any cheap-looking shiny purple/red ring, with a single red rose, and a box of chocolates. it would be ideal if he can sing and play death cab on the guitar! and like terence said today, "must be the kind of boy who reads a lot so they can have conversations about books and life i know her type!" .. but my point is, i don't see myself ever wanting an expensive ring. in fact, i don't even want a huge, grand wedding with people staring at me it'd be so uncomfortable. it has to be small and casual and i don't want to wear shoes! maybe on the beach so everyone can be barefeet. but i digress. the point is, it bugs me how on one side of the world we have kids starving, people dying in wars/from diseases, and on the other side of the spectrum there are people who live too comfortably, who spend so much on things they don't need, who use money that could be put to so much better use so carelessly. it bugs me how the world is so self-absorbed, it bugs me that i'm not doing anything to help

today was day 2 of studying and in 2 days, i have managed to read a total of 11 pages. 7 days to last paper/holidays! can't wait to crawl into bed and have my long-awaited oc marathon, bury my nose in book after book, and watch as many documentaries as i can on freedocumentaries.org ^^

got to go talk to erny now because she makes me feel loved!

erny says (11:12 PM):
WHY YOU NEVER BLOG/NEVER REPLY/NEVER COME ONLINE
erny says (11:12 PM):
hahaha i like so clingy

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L O L WHY IS THERE A LIMIT!!!

sonzel says (6:36 PM):
i should be going i'm wasting my timeeee!
jesslyn says (6:36 PM):
is that a song or are you telling me

"People are always talking about how much they love somebody, or how significant love is, you know? But what are they willing to do about it? Mostly nothing. But, you see, I love you and I'm willing to do something about it. I want to be there for you all the time. I want you to be able to count on me, and I want the chance to prove that I can be counted on. I want to stop fantasizing about some fictional me I hold in my head, that could live if "this" happened or would live if "that" happened, and I want to be somebody right now. Some fuckin' integrity, you know? Some beliefs. I believe in you and me and in what my dad taught me: There is no obstacle that love enough cannot move.

And you and I know you're the best thing that ever happened to me, and, yes, that's an expression, something people say, that has no meaning, but what I mean is there isn't anybody in the whole world who has loved me the way you have, not my mother, not my old man, not my friends, and you're also so damn beautiful and smart and you're funny and you're nice and I whack myself in my dingy head, and I think, how could I let this girl go? What do I want? What am I hoping for? Nobody likes to talk about it, but we're all gonna die someday. Dead. Eyes closed. Right? Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. It's true, right? There's nothing preventing me and you from loving each other and being some kinda world-class shining beacon of love except how bad do we want it and what are we willing to do for it?"

- ash wednesday, ethan hawke